Brother Zachary

Arjuna, Surrendered to Krishna In the growing aspiration of every devotee for continual Christ communion, there is perhaps no more valuable experience than that of surrender.  Often, and understandably, we have trouble relating positively to surrender. Am I supposed to just quit? Do I stop fighting for a cause, simply because it has gotten difficult? Can I just stop showing up to work because I don’t like it? What can possibly be respectable about surrendering?  Obviously, such external notions of surrender carry not the same meaning as surrender on the way to ultimate ego-transcendence. As an attitude of spiritual development, surrender is an inner unfoldment for how to relate to life, from the inside out .  Far from waving a white flag on the battlefield, surrender as an inner process involves coming back into God’s fold, to make space for His Will, and not just our own whims and fancies. Intellectually, this can make sense enough, if one is prepossessing even a small p...

From Beach 1, near the mouth of the Quileute River This last week has afforded Peony and I a few days to step away from the normal rhythm of life at the Ashram. That is, daily group meditation, regular morning chores, breakfast prep and check-ins, a constant stream of communication and of tuning into the whole: what and where are the needs of today, and how shall we carry them out as a team? How are folks doing, and what can we do to take our positive steps today?  To step away from the shared, monastic rhythm is in some ways very liberating. Yet in others, it leaves a notable void, in aspiring to remain clear in the moment to moment attunement of seva and sadhana. This creates both a wonderful opportunity for God to arrive in new and unexpected ways, as well as a window for new expectations or desires to surface. Something to be careful with! For the last few days, I have found myself sitting in a now familiar spot - in a plush recliner, looking through very large picture windows ...

(Originally posted on 1/10/2020) Saturday, Jan 11, 2020 (tomorrow) will be the Life Celebration for our great friend and natural farming mentor, Larry Korn. Though currently I am on a beach in Baja and unable to attend the celebration in person, I have submitted this letter in gratitude for Larry-San, and his influence in my own path of life. Lia, to whom the letter is addressed, is Larry's daughter and is hosting the event and celebration. We offer this letter to our own farm family and friends, in the spirit of celebrating Larry's life and mission, and to share with all, the impact he has had in the beginnings, and unfolding, of Ananda Farm, on Camano Island. With great gratitude and friendship to Larry-San, viva la revolucion! Dear Lia, and Fellow One-Straw-Revolutionaries, Sending greetings and blessings to all who gather in celebration of dear friend and teacher, Larry Korn. I wish I could be there to see everyone, and especially to hear the sharing about our great frie...